Friday, April 22, 2011

TANGGAP MO NA BA?

        "Anak, 'wag kang masyadong yuyuko pag sinasabi mo ang comments mo sa mga contestants, ha?  I know you're just reading your notes para hindi mo makalimutan, pero puro ulo mo ang nakikita sa kamera, 'nak.
       "But you make sense, anak.  In fairness, may point ka naman sa mga sinasabi mo sa contestants and I admire you kasi inaangat mo pa ang moral nila!"
      'Yan ang mga huling sinabi ko sa huling pagkikita namin. Inakyat ko pa siya sa kinalalagyan nilang mga hurado sa "Showtime" para bigyan siya ng moral support.
       'Yun na pala ang huli naming pagkikita at pag-uusap ng aking anak-anakan at kumpareng si AJ Perez.
       Ang daming tanong sa utak ko na naghahagilap ng mga gusto kong sagot na gusto kong 'yun lang ang marinig kong sagot.
      Una, ba't siya?  Ang bata-bata pa ni AJ.  Ang bait na bata, ang dami namang patapon ang buhay diyan, ba't siya pa? 
      Sige, payag na 'kong nabangga ang sinasakyan niya, ba't wala man lang second chance to live? Meron namang gano'n, di ba? 'Yung himalang nakaligtas? 
      Obviously, kahit naman pigain ko pa ang utak ko at pagsama-samahin pa ang mga utak nating lahat para lang masagot ang mga tanong ko ay iisa pa rin ang bottomline:  wala na si AJ.  Hindi na siya mabubuhay.
      Nandu'n lang kasi ako sa stage na in denial ako, eh  Na kahit nakikita ko siyang parang natutulog lang sa kanyang huling higaan ay nandu'n pa rin ang "ilusyon" kong babangon siya't sasabihin niya sa lahat, "Pinabalik ako ng Diyos.  Hindi ko pa raw time, dahil naintindihan daw Niyang hindi pa handa ang lahat ng mga nagmamahal sa akin na mawala ako.
     "Ipinagdasal n'yo, kaya eto ako ngayon, nagpapasalamat sa inyo, dahil ngayon ko napatunayang ang dami ko palang na-touch na buhay in my 18 years, kaya eto ang regalo Niya sa akin--second life."
      Juice ko, kung parang pelikula lang siguro ang lahat ng ito, puwedeng i-revise ang script at gawing happy ang ending, 'no?
     O, kung ang pagbuhay ng patay ang ipinanalong talent siguro sa "Pilipinas Got Talent" ni Alakim, close kami niyan, baka mapakiusapan ko siya't tatanawin kong utang na loob kung mabubuhay niya si AJ.
      Hirap masyado sa kalooban itong moment na 'to.  Kasi, mahal ko 'tong batang 'to, eh.  Lahat ng okasyon sa buhay ko at pamilya ko, lagi silang present ni Daddy Gerry, eh. Higit sa lahat, ambait!
     Lalo akong nalulungkot pag nababasa ko 'yung mga tweets, messages sa facebook at sa mga diyaryo na kahit hindi nila kaanu-ano si AJ, nagtataka sila kumba't ang lungkot nila, umiiyak sila at hindi pa rin sila maka-get over.
    Honest? Itong mga pagtataka natin, pagtatanong sa Panginoon kumbakit ganito, itong pagkagulat natin sa pangyayari, pagkaapekto natin--isa lang ang ibig sabihin nito--hindi pa natin tanggap na wala na si AJ.
      Pero kung kilala ko ang batang napakabusilak ng puso, ayaw niya na siya ang dahilan kumbakit malungkot ang mga nagmamahal sa kanya.  Mahimbing na siyang natutulog forever, habang tayo ay nangungulila pa rin forever?
     Kaya feeling ko, gusto ni AJ, tanggapin na nating wala na siya.  Na kapiling na siya ni Lord para ganap na ang kanyang kaligayahan sa Itaas.
    Naisip ko, oo nga.  Pag hindi ko pa rin 'to tinanggap, ako rin ang maapektuhan.   Magkakaroon lang ako ng kasalanan sa sarili ko.
    Madali lang namang sabihing oo, tinanggap ko na.  Pero kaya ko bang dayain ang totoong nararamdaman ng puso ko?  Hindi naman, di ba?
    Pero pag hindi ko nga 'to tinanggap, ang daming apektado.  Trabaho ko, pamilya ko, performance ko, at ang dami pa sa tuwing maaalala kong wala na pala siya. 
    Alam ko, hindi lang ako ang may ganitong feeling.  Lahat tayo, nakaka-relate sa isa't isa. Pero kung lahat tayo, down, lungkot, lugmok, patuloy na umiiyak at nangungulila, sino pa'ng babangon para tulungan kayong matanggap ang "bangungot" na ito?
    At higit sa lahat, sinasaktan lang natin ang ating sarili.
    Lalo lang ding malulungkot 'yung tao.  Wala na nga siya, tapos, ganito pa tayo?
     'Wag n'yo namang ma-misinterpret na minamadali ko kayo na makapag-move on, ha?  Alam ko, hindi gano'n kadali. Pero naniniwala ako na nakapaghihilom ang panahon.
     Gusto ko na lang isipin ngayon, tama, kulang ng isang anghel si Lord, kaya siya ang pinili.  Pangalawa, time na talaga ni AJ, dahil tapos na ang kanyang misyon sa lupa.  Bitin, pero makahulugan.
    Imagine, ha?  Si Pilar Pilapil na nagtamo ng pitong saksak sa iba't ibang bahagi ng katawan, naka-survive.  Ibig sabihin, hindi pa time ni Tita Pilar.  Meron pa itong mission to be accomplished, 'ika nga.
     Si AJ, akala lang natin, nabitin tayo sa kanya.  Kasi nga, bata pa lang, papasulong pa lang ang career.   Ang dami pang gustong pasayahin.
    Pero hindi naman tayo Diyos para sabihing hindi pa niya time, di ba?  Pakiramdam lang natin 'to, kasi, physically, nakakasama natin at napapanood si AJ.
    Na sa kanya natin naramdaman ang isang batang punumpuno ng pag-asang sumikat nang walang tinatapakan, hindi naiinsekyur sa kanyang kapwa at larawan ng isang anghel ang mukha sa kabaitan.
    Na isang role model ng mga kabataang kahit nag-aartista ay nagpupursige pa ring makatuntong ng Kolehiyo para makatapos at tuparin ang sariling pangarap.
    Marunong makipagkapwa-tao, ang mukhang laging nakangiti at nagsasabing masayang mabuhay at hindi nagtatanim ng galit at sama ng loob sa kapwa.
    Me nagsabi nga sa akin, "Sana, me pagkasalbahe rin si AJ, para hindi agad siya kinuha ni Lord!"
    Sagot ko, "Hindi na si AJ 'yon. At hindi rin tayo ganito ngayon." 
    Pahinga ka na, anak.  Alam kong nag-aalala ka sa aming mga naiwan mo.  Makaka-move on din kami, promise.  
        
      

125 comments:

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  2. Same here Kuya Ogie, hindi ko padin tanggap. :( Though hindi kami close ni AJ, I saw kindness in his face. He looked like an angel. Hnstly, he's my ultimate crush. Hayy. If we could revise scripts just like in every movie... :((

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  3. tanggapin nati ang katotohanan..lets move on, hindi man ngayon, ang kabutihan parin nya ang mananaig at tatatak sa ating mga puso...

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  4. very well said po :)
    really "HEART-FELT" :)

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  5. nakakapanghinayang talaga....but I know AJ is in the better place now.. kasama na niya siguro si Lord.. and that is why we should be happy.. kasi kapiling na niya ang PAnginoon natin..

    -kim

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  6. nice ang ganda, nakakatouch...
    alam mo tita ogs, nung namatay ang nanay ko, sabi nung pari Ang kamatayan daw naghahanap lng ng dahilan, dahil kung oras mo na, khit makipagbuno ka, eh, oras mo na, ang mahalga nging mabuti ka, at marami kang naiwang magagandang alaala sa mundo,naalala ko tuloy yung qoute na"when you were born , you are crying and everyone around u was smiling, when you die, YOU ARE SMILING, and everybody was CRYIng..=(

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  7. very Well Said Kuya Ogie ! :D "Bitin, pero makahulugan." gusto kong linyang yan ! :D Yes ,dapat happy na tayo para happy na rin si Aj,we know that kasama na nya si Jesus ! We Love Aj ! :)"naniniwala ako na nakapaghihilom ang panahon." ---God is Love

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  8. :((( this made me cry:((. namiss ko tuloy si AJ :(( may pag-asa pa malay mo mabuhay nga! yun ang wish ko! :(

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  9. na fe-feel ko talaga na super bait! niya super sweet! .. i admire him so much!

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  10. Aww. Nakakaiyak talaga :'( Natandaan ko na naman tuloy na wala na pala si AJ

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  11. kung mababalik lang sana ang oras at araw.. haaaay :(

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  12. Nkaka touch naman po ito. Naiyak ako.AJ is always in our hearts.. God speed.

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  13. Thank you Ogie!Dahil hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin matanggap na wala na si AJ Perez at sa katunayan pinapanuod ko pa rin ng paulit ulit yun Sabel. Nakakamiss po at kung maaari pa sana ay aabangan ko pa ang mga susunod na pelikula ni AJ. I know AJ is happy now in God's side.:-)

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  14. hindi ko pa rin po matnggap hanggang ngayon..ang hirap po pla ng ganito eh..kahit isa lang akong fans nia..alam ko kasi kung gano siya kbait po eh..kaht once lang kami ngmeet nkita ko s knyang mga mata ang sinseridad sa knyang gngwa..kung pwede lang irewind ang lahat sana nrewind ko ung insidente na sana hin di n lang nangyari un..pano ko pa maipapakita ung scrap book ko n gnwa para sau aj..sb mo pa skn noon..next time ipakita ko sau..pero ngaun..d na mangyayari un..msakt po tlga..pero tulad ng po ng snbi nio..kailangn natn tanggapin..na ksama na siya n papa jesus...paalam sau aj :(

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  15. tama ka ogie..nakakalongkot man,we have to accept it na wala na c AJ.

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  16. i love it. nahirapan nga rin po akong tanggapin na wala na si aj... mga halos 3 days yun pero tama, we need to move on. and plus, may naiwan namang mga magagandang shows si aj for us to watch all over again. whenever i watch them, i feel his presence still here. :)

    taga dito ako sa vancouver... this whole week na maganda ang araw... palaging kong naaalala si aj. feeling ko this whole week is for him. lalo na pag sobrang ganda ng araw... parang naka ngiti siya saating lahat lalo na dun sa mga taong pumunta sa bural niya. :)

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  17. Ako medyo naka-move on na ako ngayon kasi alam kong masaya na dun si AJ kasama ng Maykapal pero meron pa ring times na talagang nalulungkot ako especially pag naaalala ko sya at yung mga sinubaybayan kong palabas nya. Tapos pinakanalungkot talaga ako nung may nakita akong nagtweet sa kanya kung ano sya after 10 years tapos proud pa syang isagot na "an accomplished actor". Nakakalungkot lang na ang isang batang napakapursigidong katulad nya ay maaga kukunin. :(

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  18. aj , there are many people who believe in you. as a hole you! personality, talent and the best is your smile. and you know i'am the one too! i hope we see each other again someday. goodbye aj! thanks tito ogie! by showing and sharing the hole AJ!

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  19. Time will heal all wounds..
    Thanks sa Blog na ito..I think you're right po for him to be happy in God's lap we must move on first para okay na okay na po siya doon..
    More power po sau.

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  20. so sad but true(denial stage)....follower ako ni AJ sa twitter i always wish him luck & he would say thank you knowing what a wonderful person he was...i know he's in heaven watching over us....RIP AJ we love you..

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  21. SUPER TRUE! i miss AJ a lot though i am not a big fan..i can't believe how he has touch the lives of so many in just a while...he has touched my life..his friends' and families' lives.. he is great..The Almost Perfect Son..The Almost Perfect Man..i still can't believe,..it's still early though it's God's will..He has perfect plans for AJ.. God Almighty,please do take care of our dearest AJ..we do love him..God, he is your angel now..AJ..you will be miss :(

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  22. very well said! nd though i really didn't know him personally! i was an avid fan of AJ ever since the abt ur luv days pa.. nd i was really affected and cried hard enough nung nalaman ku that he was already gone! soo sad! yet we should all be happy instead coz he has come back in the arms of our creator! nd to think that he died without suffering so much pain! god really gave trials that he knows we couldn't surpass.. this is his trial to make everyone learn nd become better:)) AJ would be forever my idol nd inspiration! he would always be remembered:)

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  23. Tama ka, Ogie. AJ touched many hearts.

    Vaya con Dios, AJ. <3

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  24. I needed to hear this. :) It's true, though, how he affected a lot of people he hasn't even met yet, including me. It's hard to accept what happened. Even now, I still get teary-eyed when I see his MMK teaser or when I see the tribute they play for Aj in ABS-CBN during commercial breaks. But it's true, what you said, that he wouldn't want everyone to be sad just because of him. I really, really looked up to him. I just always thought I'd see more of him over the years...

    Very well said, po. :) Marami napamahal sakanya sa 18 years ng life niya.

    May he rest in peace.

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  25. yeah so true Kuya Ogie. I can really relate to everything that you have just posted. I'm not really a big fan of him. And since he's a La Sallista too, i tend to support him. All the awhile, I thought that the reason why I am supporting him is because he is also a La Sallista but it's just now that I have realized the real reason why I am a fan of him. It's because of his personality, character, attitude towards other people, his determination to finish something that he wants to achieved and he's someone that all La Sallista can be proud of. I have some regrets too, last year he went here in Bacolod during Masskara Festival and as expected, fans are going crazy and go after him.. so I was like "ah okay, he's here.. but i will not go with the crowd kasi grabe ang siksikan at bka mapano pa ako, there's next time pa naman. Anyways, Aj will just always be there. There's another time to see him in person or maybe we can meet and be friends too." And here comes April 17, my friends told me that Aj is dead already and i was like "What?! Are you sure?! What happened? why? OMG! I really cant believe it!" And even until now, i still cant believe and it's hard to accept that he's gone and has already left us. It was only then that i realized that i missed that chance, the opportunity to see my idol in person. Yesterday I created a twitter account so i can be updated about what's happening with him... but it's too late.. what for? he wont be there to read my messages, comments or opinion about his TV shows, movies and everything that he do on TV. i still have hopes that he can still read all of our messages that would surely make him feel more happy knowing that a lot of people loves him and to even those people whom he had touched their lives kahit sa TV lang. Na realize ko ngaun na life is too short and we should not be wasting any chance or opportunities na ibibigay satin para masabi or maipakita sa ibang tao ang suporta at pagmamahal natin sa kanila and even sa mga love ones natin.. wag natin sayangin ang pagkakataon na kasama pa natin ang mga mahal natin sa buhay.. kung may gusto ka sabihin, sabihin mo na sa kanila. let them know that you love them and you care for them..Paalam Aj,kapwa ko La Sallista.. Thank you Kuya Ogie..

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  26. ~you write so well Ogie! We really can relate with the thoughts and emotions you've shared! Actually, I just started using twitter when AJ died.. I said to myself before I'll not be opaning accounts in twitter ever as my facebook account suffice my need. But when AJ passed away, di ako mapakali.. I am disturbed, I am affected.. I hungered for more stories about him, I want to read something I can relate to..so as to ease the feeling of lost.. Yes, we don't know him personally but we are so affected by the sudden demise of a very promising young and kind-hearted boy, what more for his family and friends like you! AJ, you are in our prayers, we will miss you! I'm sure you are in Gods loving arms today.. Ogie thanks for bridging info's to us of something you know about him. We owe so much from you..Godbless`

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  27. very well said mr. ogie diaz...
    i may not know aj perez personally but there's something about this guy that just by simply looking at him even only on tv you get to smile kahit na walang dahilan....

    this is the reason why i miss aj soo much!!

    have a great journey kuya aj...=D
    i'll be missing you..<3
    lots of love..

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  28. Aj if you're reading this whenever I have the time lagi kitang bibisitahin sa Manila memorial kahit malayo ang paranaque sa Manila. I miss you ,bro

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  29. Sad reality.. :( .. tama ung cnbi ni kuya ogie . kapg nalungk0t tayo ng husto maaapek2han dn tayo as well as ung mga gngawa at tao s plgd ntn.. i’ve been also to what many feel ryt at ths m0ment.. pero to help myself narn. i divert my attenti0n nlang s maraming activties at iniiwsn q rn ung mga pwdng mkpgpaala2 sa knya.. at un mdjo nka2getover nrn.. pero it doesn’t mean na su2bukan m0ng kalimutan ung tao. kc he will always be in the heart of many. and that’s the happy reality..

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  30. ang galing..agree po talaga ako sa inyo..kung sana movie lang lahat at nababago ang script..sana.. ako rin..di ako die hard fan ni AJ pero gusto ko pa rin sya. di kami close pero nung sunday na nalaman kong wala na si AJ..nawalan ako ng gana the whole day. may ngtext pa sa kin na friend ko na mamasyal daw kami pero tinanggihan ko kasi wala ako sa mood...kahit di ako personal na kakila ni AJ pero ang bigat bigat ng loob ko that whole day. up to now, di pa rin ako makapaniwala kaya nga ayaw kong makakita ng mga pictures ni AJ kasi nakakalungkot.. The first and last time na nameet ko si AJ is sa airport dito sa Cebu after ASAP. nakapagshakehands pa ko..hayyy..

    si mama nga rin nalungkot. kasi fan sya ng sabel at gusto nya si AJ. sabi nya lang sa kin. baka plan talaga ni God kasi pasikat na si AJ. at baka pag sobra na syang sikat, baka magbago ugali nya at maging masama sya..

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  31. para sakin ang pnakamhrap na part para s isng namatayan ay... ang ihatid xa huling hantungan ang kanyang pinakama2hal na tao.. ang prinsipyo q n0on mauuna muna q bgo mgulang q s kmtayan.. pero na realise q ang “selfish” q.. dahl nung ipnanganak aq nging mahrp un para sa magulang q lalo na sa mama q.. at hanggang sa huli.. pahi2rapan q pa cla s pghtid skn sa huling hantungan.nagbgo ung pana2w q pero kung pwd nlang sabay..pero 2lad nga kay a.j. d naman nya ginus2 ang lahat kaya ganun nlang dn ang panghi2nayang ng marami.. habang gngawa q to nanood aq ng magkaibigan by jose javier reyes. at natanto q ksma pala dun c a.j.. happy trip a.j. :))

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  32. Ogie,

    I would like to ask you to convey to AJ's parents the message he has been haunting me for the past four days. I am not a psychic nor any faith healer...I am nobody, just an ordinary person.

    I am not even an avid fan of TV nor did I know AJ Perez as a person or even as a celebrity. I will not even ask you to believe me I am simply conveying a message which AJ has chosen me among millions to share with his loved ones.

    Most of his message are particularly address to his parents, girlfriend, best friend and brother.

    At first I doubted but when it continuously happened for the past four days...I know in my heart this is true...Why me? Why not those he knows personally or people like you whom he talk to when he was alive...

    Yes, it's a rare gift but this has not happened to me only with AJ's death but for some chose few whom I have encountered with in my dreams...

    I am very private person, I don't want any attention or anything that would violate my privacy...but I beg you tell Mr. & Mrs. Perez, AJ would like them to know his message and final requests...

    On his funeral day, he would like to have two songs be sung on his Requiem Mass...

    Breath of God and To See the Face of God (JESCOMM)

    I already posted that on his FB web fan page the other night and twitted them with his GF, Kris Aquino and his own account, but there was no response...he never stop being part of my dream. I was even absent for a day to pray for guidance that he will stop...I have been sleepless for days only two to three hours of sleep with AJ Telling me to share the message with his Parents, Brother, Girlfriend and a best friend named Christopher?

    You may reach me privately with my Twitter < @jrczerna or FB > Joey Mead. You are my only hope...I doubted that you can help and even asked AJ to give me an information which he personally knew that I could tell his parents for them to believe the truth about his message.

    But his answer was: They LOVE me so much that they would know it comes from me when they hear it.

    I don't want to go to his wake to tell his parents the information because of media and many other things I am uncomfortable with...

    You may believe or not but I pray that AJ will be at peace as soon as his message is conveyed.

    It's up to you...As the LORD says on the Scriptures...Thomas you believe because you have seen and touched me...BLESSED ARE THEY YOU BELIEVE, YET HAVE NOT SEEN!

    I can e-mail them the message privately... through you but please I don't want anyone to know about it except those that AJ would want to know...GOD BLESS and may your talent as a media personality be an instrument for the TRUTH & Service alone and nothing else...

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  33. We'll see him soon. Sa heaven where life is eternal. No more bye-byes. Malaya na si AJ with God. Let Go and Let God. Ang hiling ko lang God, maghilom na ang sakit na nararamdaman naming mga nagmamahal kay AJ sa paglaya niya sa lupa.

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  34. You made me CRY!!!... AJ and I are not close friends and we never met but the way u speak I can say I know AJ well. AJ is not just Artista, Student or Son and Brother to his family, AJ is an ANGEL who brought Happiness, Smile, Dream, and Inspiration to all of us and I believe that AJ will be born again in different time and place to inspire people. let us pray that we meet AJ again. WE LOVE YOU AJ, WE WILL MISSED YOU... =,)

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  35. AJ made a HUGE impact to the showbiz industry and the public. That alone is an accomplishment. u are right mama Ogz, so many questions. But really, the message from God is simple... Live by example, serve others generously & never forget that life is not all about 'ME' alone, it's about 'US'. 'ONE' can make a real difference #followship loves u mama Ogz. Kaya natin 'to! PRAY

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  36. Ngaun po ba nakita mo na ang replica ni Rico Yan kay AJ Perez?!? Napaka coincidence po na ilang weeks nyo pa lang nagagawa iyong blog para kay Rico Yan, AJ Perez passed away... and sobrang dami nilang similarities...plus the fact na super close po kayo sa dalawa... AJ Perez was next to Rico Yan na iniyakan ko nung namatay sa mga artista.. di ko alam bat ako naiyak nung nawala si AJ kc di pa naman sya ganun kasikat... nakikita ko lang sya madalas pag sumasayaw sa ASAP... pero nung mabasa ko un news about sa pagkamatay nya sobrang naiyak talaga ko..T_T

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  37. Ogie.. Good job! This is one of your best blog.Keep comin'..

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  38. Nalulungkot pa din ako, pag naaalala ko. :( mahirap magmove on lalo na pag madmi kang good memories sa taong yun. pero kahit mahirap at masakit, kelangan natin magmove on. kaya mo yan tito ogz. we're also praying for you as well as for the family of AJ.

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  39. thanks kuya ogie nakatulong rin ito para maka get-over ako..talaga nga na meron pa tayong misson sa buhay kaya tayo nabubuhay ngaun.alam ko time will tell kung kelan ko malilimutan.. pero thoughtful memories will be cherished and missed ang 18 years of life ni AJ.

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  40. very well-said... ganun cgrp tlga pag galing sa puso!

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  41. very well said ogie! paalam AJ! aj has been my idol! i'm so sad of his sudden death! i can't hold my tears , i really cried that much. my heart breaks into pieces! he's to young to experience death!

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  42. Ogie,
    kagaya mo nagbabasa din ako ng mga tweets (kahit wala akong twitter acct) ng mga artista at mga fans, comments sa facebook, s opisina pati sa bahay... nakakalungkot, ambigat sa dibdib, ilang araw na akong ganito. mahirap sa kalooban, mahirap talaga ang pagtanggap... sabi ko ayoko ng magbasa ng mga news articles, tweets, comments tungkol sa Aj. pero eto ako ngayon, nagbasa pa rin ng mga comments at binasa ang blog mo. lungkot pa rin... sangayon ako sa sinabi mo... "hindi lang ako ang may ganitong feeling. Lahat tayo, nakaka-relate sa isa't isa."

    Aj,
    Mahal na mahal ka namin. makakamove on din kami... hihilumin to ng panahon. salamat sa sandali mong paglalabay, napasaya mo kami...

    Lord,
    Salamat sa binigay mong angel na nagpasaya sa amin... Si Aj

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  43. nakakalungkot talaga ang nangyari kay AJ..crush koh pah naman sya:(

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  44. it was past 2 in the morning when i read a text from a friend informing me na wala na si AJ. I think nadelete ko tapos na off yong phone ko kasi low batt. I tried many times na ma on ulit pero talagang di na talaga after a few minutes nag try ulit ako kasi hindi ako mapakali at nag on naman ang celpphone ko pero wala na ang message so naisip ko baka nananaginip lang ako. Nakatulog ulit ako. Kinabukasan hindi ako mapakali kaya nag fb ako at nagpunta sa fan page ni AJ ayon napakaraming RIP. Hindi pa rin ako naniwala kaya nag google ako. Maraming article ang nagsasabing wala na nga talaga si AJ. Naaksidente after a kapamilya caravan in Dagupan. Ayaw ko parin maniwala kasi baka hoax lang. Nag twitter ako at ayon marami na talagng twits tungkol kay AJ. Ayon tuluyan na akong naiyak ang started asking why. Ayaw kung maniwala kasi umaasa pa rin ako na hindi 'yon totoo. Kahit nasa asap na ay hindi parin nag sisink in sa akin na wala na si AJ. Hindi ako nakapanood ng ASAP at The Buzz kasi may lakad kami. KAya ayon sa internet ko napanuod ang lahat. Wala na nga talaga si AJ. Wala na ang favorite celebrity ko. Umiiyak ako habang nanonood at hanggang ngayon hindi parin ako makamove on pero gaya ng sabi mo we have to. We know na mabuting tao si AJ at ayaw n'ya na s'ya ng cause ng kalungkutan pero we can't help it. Talagang heartbreaking ang nangyari. Sa twing naaalala ko si AJ napapangiti ako pero pag naaalala ko na wala na s'ya as in naiiyak talaga ako. T_T
    AJ is in the best place right now. A place where there is no pain , no sorrow, and no misery. Sabi nga ng kaibigan ko kinuha s'ya ni God kasi masyado s'yang mabait at ayaw ni God na magkasala s'ya dahil kailangan N'ya ng anghel :)

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  45. tama ka, kuya Ogie T.T
    keLangan na nting mgmove forward

    Kuya Aj, iLoveyou.. <3

    para sau... :)
    ayan.ü

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  46. all clear ogie. sabi nga ng iba: miracles do happen! pero, Tanggap ko na!

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  47. grbeh kuya ogie .. naiyak ako dun .. salamt sa blog mo.. maraing nkakarelate dun .. nice! :) alam ko lahat tayo makakamove on.. :)

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  48. mahirap tanggapin, pero kelangan...
    :((

    kala ko di na ko iiyak pag'may nabasa ako na article tungkol sa kanya pero kusang tumulo ang mga luha ko kanina habang binabasa ko ang isinulat mu kua OGIE...

    siguro nga nalulungkot sya na makikita nya tayong mahihirapan tanggapin ang pag'kawala nya..

    pero alam ko na maiintindihan nya tayo...

    sabi nga di ba?? " madaling sabihin, mahirap gawin "

    pero alam ko darating din ang oras na matatanggap naten na di na naten sya makakasama at tanging mga alala nalang ang babalikan naten...

    MOVE`ON kahit na mahirap, kahit na masakit..

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  49. I send my deepest condolence to you po and to the family of AJ. Hope you can really move on so that AJ will be happy to go in the gates of heaven. tama po kayo it is hard to do that but again you're right that time would heal. isipin na lang natin now, that he is in a very long vacation with God. we love AJ, since High School I watched him grow..in our generation, he is one of the best role model for the young. it is also hard in our part as a fans of AJ but we know he'll be sad if everyone is sad. kaya we should be happy na lang for the best of everyone..:)

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  50. Panuorin natin ang MMK ni AJ sa APRIL 30..

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  51. hirap parin tanggapin kahit hindi ko kakilala ng personal si AJ..

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  52. hi kuya ogie..andito me ngayon sa america pero lahat nang show ni aj sinusubaybayan ko talaga kahit andito ako.iyak nang iyak ako palagi kasi hindi ko matanggap na wala na nga si aj,nanaginip nga ako sa kanya na before nangyari daw yong aksidente nakausap ko daw siya tapos niyakap ko daw siya tapos smile lang daw siya nang smile tapos parang alam ko na daw na maaksidente siya sabi ko daw sa kanya aj wag kang mag alala pipigilan ko ang aksidente para hindi ka mamatay tapos smile lang siya nang smile..tapos paggising ko tumutulo na yong luha ko,nakakalungkot talaga at hindi parin ako maka move on..

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  53. I couldn't agree more Kuya Ogie :)
    Kailangan na talaga nating tanggapin na wala na si AJ.. mahirap man pero kailangan..
    Naisip ko rin nga na ako bilang isang FAN lang hindi maka-get over at in denial pa rin habang yung paano mga taong kilala siya personally eh nakakatawa na at sinusubukan nang maka-move on..

    kaya eto ako sinusubukang hindi na mag-basa ng mga tweets nya(lalo na yung tweet ko sa kanya nung friday) at mga sad comments sa Facebook..

    alam ko na masaya na si AJ kasi nasa place na siya na walang depression, sadness, and cruelty..

    kaya bilang isang FAN mo AJ ♥♥
    magmomove-on na ko with a smile on my face :)

    YOU will missed but never be forgotten!
    WE LOVE YOU AJ! WE REALLY DO! :)

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  54. habang binabasa ko yung nakasulat dito, diko maiwasan na maiyak,, not physically but deep inside.. My Heart is crying deadly.. Hindi ko pa rin matanggap na wala na si kuya AJ.. nung first time na nakita ko yung tribute video ng ABS-CBN for kuya AJ.. honestly Tumulo talaga luha ko.. alam ko na malungkot si kuya AJ doon kasi marami pang hindi tanggap ang pagkamatay niya.. pero hindi naman natin maiiwasan na ganun ang mangyayari.. even now i ask GOD if bakit si kuya AJ pa.. i tried my best na maka get over pero hirap talaga eh.. my mind said that "MOVE ON KA NA!" .. pero My heart replied "HINDI KO PA KAYA"

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  55. AJ, ur such A geat actor , A star,
    a teenage dream guy.. I still can't accept the fact na wala na kna. Super skit :'( We're not close.. Pero ba't gnto ung nararamdaman ko.. Ang sakit sakit. T______T Pnuntahan ko na sya nung 21. D ako mkpaniwala na wala na tlga sya.. AJ PLEASE WAKE UP! Ang dmeng nasasaktan sa pgkawala mo! Ang hrap tanggapin :'(((( We all know that ur in heaven now. We'll miss ur smile, Ur angelic face. Hay.. Aj, We'll miss everything.... We love you! :(

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  56. Madali lang namang sabihing oo, tinanggap ko na. Pero kaya ko bang dayain ang totoong nararamdaman ng puso ko? Hindi naman, di ba?

    like ko yang line na yan,,,

    SEE YOU AJ..

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  57. sobra pa din akong nalu2ngkot ngayun... :(

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  58. --mahirap maka-get over o maka-move on..
    pero wala naman tayong magagawa dahil nangyari na ang lahat..kung alam nga lang natin kung hanggang kailan tayo mabubuhay at kung kailan tayo mawawala 'di sana sinusulit na natin ang mga pagkakataon, panahon at oras na nabubuhay pa tayo..
    --kung alam lng din natin na mangyayari un kay kuya AJ 'di sana ang bawat pagkakataon na kapiling natin sya ay sinulit na natin.."GOD HAS A GOOD REASON WHY AJ's GONE" ,ang tanging magagawa na lng natin ay TANGGAPIN ANG KATOTOHANAN..masakit man at mahirap pero kailangan..
    --for sure ayaw din ni kuya AJ na nalulungkot tayo sa pagkawala nya, pero hindi naman natin maiiwasang 'di malungkot dba?? may tamang panahon at oras, hindi man sa ngayon, bukas o sa susunod pang mga araw, darating at darating ang tamang panahon na matatanggap din natin ang lahat..

    WE LOVE YOU kuya ANTONELLO JOSEPH SARTE PEREZ..
    WE WILL MISS YOU..

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  59. di ko kayang mag-move -on sa kabaitan nia sa mga kaibigan pamilya at mga fans kahit di nia ako kilala gusto ko siang makita kahit sa huling sandali ng kanyang buhay ma mimiss ko sia at never kong matatanggap na patay na sia mananatili siang buhay sa puso't isip ko sana may second life pa isa god pls.. ibalik nio na lang sa amin si AJ

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  60. kkaiyak namn kuya ogie.. =( yah ur ryt.. we nid to move on. we nid to accept the reality n wla n c aj. mhrapan mang tanggapin, kailangn e. pare2has ln tau mhhrapan. pti c aj, d xia mtthmk kung mkkta niang sad pdn tau.. we will miss u aj.. sweetdreams forever. =)

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  61. huhuhuhu :((((((((( sana maulit yung tym para ma warn natin siya.

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  62. there are still times that I often asked why did HE took AJ when after all there are many useless people in this world.bakit cya pa.thank you for sharing this with us that in some way,I may not have known him personally but still because of his angelic face and good deeds I will never forget him just like Rico Yan.Habambuhay silang mananatili sa aking alala dahil minsan naging magandang halimbawa cla sa aking pagka tao.

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  63. kung may ressurection lng eh.. ayt.. d pa dn ako makapgmoveon hangang ngaun d pa dn mkapniwala sa nangyri.. cguro pgngtagal mgiging ok n dn ang lhat.. I will miss you AJ :(

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  64. Let's just keep on praying for AJ..
    AJ may you Rest in Peace..

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  65. hai, kalungkot talaga, pero sabi nga eh, we need to move on...and besides, we can see him again, when the right time comes...

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  66. naalala q pa nung time na yun (bale 10pm abudhabi time while 2am nman pnas time) ng mabasa q ung first 2 tweet mo regarding sa ngyari ke aj! OA na kung OA mama ogsz nagdecide ako nun na wag matulog at buksan ang twitter q magdamag pra lng ma update ako sa ngyari sa knya! kese hoda pang pagalitan ako ni hubby kc napuyat ako! mejo nag sink-in lng sya sken ng mismo si daddy gerry na nag confirm sau! i dnt know aj personally pero i admit apekted ako! buhay nga nman mama ogsz ano? nging peace na lng ako ng tanungin q ung dati kong kasamahan sa work na nsa pnas na for good dhil nag bisita iglesia sila at isa sa pinuntahan nila ung simbahan kung nasan ung wake ni aj! "NAKUU NENG, ANG CUTE PA RIN NI AJ! PRANG NATUTULOG LNG"... R.I.P AJ PEREZ! katulad ng lagi q binubulong sa bff q (who passed away 1yr ago due to "C"...AJ paki tapik nman kmi ke bro! paki sabing thank you sa lhat ng blessings nya sa amin despite of mga kasalanan ko (natin) sa kanya...ALL THIS IN JESUS NAME...AMEN!!!

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  67. when i heard the news about aj at first i dont believe because i think its just a chismis that people do. But when its confirmed, i cried talaga. superr.

    As for me, I can call myself as aj's no.1 fan because im so inlove with him.
    one of my dream in the future is to go in manila and see aj in person and dreaming na sana ako ang itinadhana ng Diyos sa kanya :)) kagagahan ko. HOPING MODE :)
    kc his face is so angelic(iba yung pgka gwapo niya), napakabait and close to GOD. his my ideal boy talaga. parang wala n akong hahanapin pa.


    But now his gone too soon, nawala ang lahat lahat na yun :(

    ya, we all know that its not easy to move on and forget all the pain but
    we should accept the fact that God has a great purpose above all things. We should learn to be optimistic.
    Aj I will really really miss you so much
    you will be forever in my heart and nothing will change.
    I LOVE YOU.
    REST IN PEACE and
    ur in God's hand now.

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  68. Aj is at home with the Lord now. we should be at ease and continuously pray for his peace. We should learn to accept that he's not with us now. He could watch us from above kaya dapat wag na tayo masyado maging malungkot para di ntin sya ma-bother 'don di ba? "AJ, all you left were happy memories. This would be your legacy to our hearts forever. We'll miss you AJ. Goodbye, young man." *salutes*

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  69. haisz.. until now di pa rin ako mkpniwala..pero sguro his happy now with lord God ..we will really miss you aj..an dmi mong natouch na tao ..n im one of them..you will always be in our heart...

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  70. Mahirap tanggapin na wala na siya kasi parang kahapon lang nasa ASAP ROCKS siya na kahapon lang ay nasa SABEL siya..pero dapat nating tanggapin na time na to ni Aj kasi na accomplish na niya yong mission na binigay sa kanya ni God. Kailangan nating magmove-on para rin kay AJ kahit na mahirap.Kahit nawala siya physically di naman siya mawawala sa puso natin. "Una-unahan lang po yan" sabi nga nila. at tulad ng laging sinasabi ni AJ "See you there".

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  71. Mama Ogz..this is so touching. Very well written. I am not a big fan of AJ but I like him because he is a Kapamilya and I watch all the kapamilya shows. I always tell myself everytime I see him on TV that he can't be a given a bad guy role because of his angelic face. He always look pleasant, smiling and shy. When I read your tweets about his death, I could not believe it. Nag-flash lahat sa kin si Dido, showtime where he was one of the hurados for a week. Everything happened so fast.... But like you said things happen for a reason...kahit masakit we have to move on...but that doesn't mean that we have forgotten the memories. My condolences to you again and his family.

    And to you AJ, may you rest in peace. I know you will be watching over us.

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  72. siguradong masaya na sya kung nasaan man sya,kapiling n nya ang Panginoon..hindi xa namatay ..lumaya lang sya sa mundo ..mundo natin na puno ng paghihirap at pasakit....sa mundong walang pagkakapantaypantay..lumaya na sya...malaya katulad ng isang paru paro ..malayang nakalilipad sa paraiso..malayang dumadapo sa mababango at magagandang bulaklak ng paraiso...muli ay makakapiling din niya ang mga taong minsan ay nilisan nya..sama sama lilipad ng puno ng laya... (-_-)

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  73. :'( hindi ko pa rin matanggap na wala na talaga siya pero kailangan eh patuloy pa rin ang buhay :( we will love him and miss him till the end of time

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  74. Nakaka-iyak talaga ,
    grabe, ang bata pa tlga nia! di ko maimagine...
    sana nasa magandang kalagayan na sha ngaun with GOD, at alam kong mas masaya na sha ngayon.. rest in peace Aj.. :'( BTW!!, Pa follow naman po ako sa twitter @Jaeilah
    thanks pO! nag twe-tweet kasi po ako sa inyo eh hindi nio po ata natatanggap, salamat po! para naman po may ka tweet ako, HAHA! ☺

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  75. its like the feeling of loosing someone close...but were not...i only know him in tv...but the passing of AJ made me cry at one point...Aj now in JEsus loving arms...no more tears, no more pains, no more sadness!!!See you Aj!!!

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  76. Oh gosh... Y.Y As I am reading this article, lumalabo ang paningin ko at hindi ko na halos makita ang mga letra. Then I realiza, UMIIYAK NA NAMAN AKO! Kuya Ogie, alam kong malulungkot siya sa itaas dahil sa mga patak ng luhang nagmumula sa ating nagmamahal sa kanya. At hindi matatamo ang tunay na kaligayahan hangga't hindi sumisilay sa ating mga labi ang dating ngiti. Pero alam ko pong maiintindihan niya ang sitwasyon natin. Hindi madali, hindi kailanman. Mahabang proseso. Pero higit pong alam nating tutulungan niya tayong tawirin ang kalungkutan. At higit ang pasasalamat kung tutulungan rin natin ang ating mga sarili.

    Maraming Salamat sa kanya...
    We will never stop loving and missing the person we all know, ANTONELLO JOSEPH "AJ" PEREZ. ♥

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  77. There are 5 stages of grief:
    D - denial
    A - anger
    B - bargaining
    D - depression
    A - acceptance
    I know, lot of us are still in the stage of denial up to bargaining, asking "why him? why aj?". it takes a long time to move on but we still have to pray for him and his loved ones. aj will always be forever in our hearts. eternal rest grant unto him, oh Lord. gone too soon, aj. gone too soon.

    just want to share the poem i wrote for aj, it dropped on my head the time i heard the tragic news. :(

    Gone Too Soon

    When I first saw you
    I was seventeen
    On the TV I saw you
    You were then fourteen

    You were at a teen show
    Pursuing what you know
    Giving your best to act
    Showing the best talent you have

    I may not be your 100% fan
    But I knew you then
    I may not be your stalker
    But I followed you on Twitter

    We may not know each other
    We might be completely strangers
    But I always aspire you
    More than you'll ever known

    You have this innocent eyes
    That made people smile
    You acted so nice
    That made you famous for a while

    You just graduated high school
    Earning things that's so cool
    You'll be entering college
    But can't make it at your age

    Four years later
    You're still the same
    I watched you some time
    But I didn't know It's time to say goodbye

    Showbiz industry mourns
    Like outgrowing thorns
    You're too young to die
    And I keep on asking "why?"

    It happened so fast
    At a young age you're gone
    You are with GOD at last
    Resting in peace won't last

    Gone too soon, AJ
    Gone too soon
    You may left us now
    But your memories will always be here with us

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  78. I haven't met AJ. But I always, always see him at Eastwood, sometimes watching a movie alone. He has the warmest smile. and when he talks, he reminded me of Rico Yan.very witty and grounded. I watched the MMK teaser and it's just so heart-wrenching. I take comfort that he died in his sleep w/o feeling all the pain during the accident. RIP AJ

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  79. best blog ever! haii naku nkakaawa na talaga ang ate q dahil lagi xang natutulala pag naalala nya ang mga nangyari ky aj perez,actually xa talaga ang fan ni aj at hindi aq.siguro marami lang talagang ngmamahal sa knya at hindi na aq mgtataka dahil sa muka plang ng tao kita na kung bakit.hayy naku malaking kawalan c aj para sa mga ngmamahal sa kanya..
    rest in peace AJ npakaraming ngmamahal sau sana pagalingin mu ang puso nila.

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  80. nakaklungkot isipin n wla n c AJ,,, :'( until now i just can't believe,, ung napanuod ko s cinema one ung rising star of the month ni AJ,, dun ko xa mas lalong n gustohan, dahil s angelic face nia,, s unang tingin m palang s knya khit hnd m xa kilala malalaman m n npkabait niang tao,talagang pinaphalagahan niya ang kanyang mga fans,,naiiyak ako s tuwing my nababasa ako news about ky AJ ,, maraming n touch n tao c Aj s murang edad dahil s napakabait niyang tao,,
    dati hnd ako ngbubukas ng twitter pero nung nalaman ko about s pagkawala ni AJ, halos oras oras akung ngbubukas ng twitter khit s youtube, s mga news update about s knya,,until now, buti nlng my blog k para s knya,,salamat po

    we will miss u AJ, ur now in God's hand

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  81. Di ko pa tanggap... Mukang matatagalan pa... :( AJ... We Love U so much and U will be forever missed... ;(

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  82. nakakatouch aman puh yan.. :(.. we will miz AJ..:(

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  83. MAHiRAP TANGGAPiN na ung TAONG DATI nag BiBiGAy ng NGiTi sating mga labi ay wala na ! :( MALungkot po ' Minsan nga po iniisip ko rin na SANA nga BuMangon cia at SABIHING PiNABALIK CIA NI GOD ' dahil AYAW ni GOD na NLULUNGKOT Tau'ng lahat n NAiwan ni Aj ' pro kailangan prin ntin tanggapin na c AJ ' ang MABAiT na Young Actor , Anak , IDOL, KApatid , kaibigan ay wala na !! tulad nga po ng sabe niu kuya ogs TAYO rin ang MAHIHIRAPAN kung HINDE natin TATANGGAPIN at TUTULUNGAN ang SARILI natin na mka MOVE-ON ! dahil alam din natin na Hinde rin gnusto ni AJ na mlungkot tau'ng lahat !! BITIN ang pag Bigay satin ni AJ ng HAPPINESS !!:(I MISS HIM SO MUCH and I LOVE HIM !! i'lL NEVER FoRGET Hes BEAUTIFUL and like an angel SmIle ! :(

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  84. .....but until when? hirap mag mov on kuya....sna nga poh pplbas ulit mga projects nya poh...sana nga poh....pnaginip lng lhat ng to...sna poh my second chance pa...
    hirap kc kuya ee...khit dad nya nga wla xa last words e na kxma nya toh...? db?...huhuhu...ang oras nga bha nman ...huhuhuh....

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  85. AJ has inspired so many people in his life...Hanggang ngaun nalulungkot p dn aq s pagkawala nya, npakabata p and very promising tlga...Naaalala ko nun n ung luvteam nila ni Lauren Young ang pinakagusto q s Abt Ur Lyf and I would watch it because of them...

    Mahirap tlgang tanggapin ito lalo n s pamilya nya pero I'm sure AJ would have wanted all of us to celebrate his life. He already accomplished his purpose here on earth and it's a job well done... I just really hoped that there will still be well behaved and kind hearted actors like you that will touch others as well the way you do because I know that ur on top kung un ang basehan..

    My prayers goes out with his family, friends and luv ones. I know how hard it is to lose someone who's been a part of ur life and the pain of it will always be there khit ilang taon pa ang lumipas...

    Thank you AJ for being an inspiration to all of us, there are so many people who loves you...You will truly be miss... :'(

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  86. my tears flowed like a water from the faucet while reading this blog of yours kuya Ogie.

    ever since i was in grade 4 crush ko na siya. at hanggang ngayon na 13 na ako crush ko parin siya.
    siya lang talaga yung naging celebrity crush ko ng sobrang tagal.

    i still couldn't believe it. walang araw na hindi ko siya naiisip. every time na matutulog ako, nag dadasal muna ako para kay kuya AJ, sa kanyang pamilya, mga kaibigan at sa mga kapwa ko na tagahanga niya, na sana bigyan niya tayo ng strength para makapag move-on.

    we all have to be strong for everyone.Let us all pray for the repose of his soul.

    kuya AJ may you rest in peace beside God.
    we love you, we miss you & you will always be on our hearts.

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  87. Gawd. Naiiyak ako 'pag pinapanuod ko mga videos ni AJ. The latest video na napanuod ko ay yung interview nila ni Albie sa Candy Magazine. Sa lahat ng celebrities na namatay, siya pa lang iniyakan ko ng ganito. Di ko makakalimutan ang feeling nung in'accept niya ang contact request ko sakanya sa Multiply nung second year pa 'ko. Sobrang saya ng feeling na contact ko ang celebrity na si AJ Perez. Sayang talaga, nakakabitin. Gusto ko pa naman siyang makita sa personal. Mag ka'college palang siya.. pareho lang kaming kaka'graduate lang sa high school at isa siya sa mga dahilan kung bakit ko gustong mag aral ng college sa Manila. =( He'll always be a part of my teenage dream.

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  88. tama kuya ogie. nakarelate po ako. i'm one of those fans na sobrang naapektuhan khit hindi namin kaano ano si aj. ngayon lang po ako sobrang naapektuhan sa pagkawala ng isang artista. yung as in khit ilang days na ang lumipas ay nalulungkot pdin ako. nkaramdam ako ng sobrang panghihinayang at syempre lungkot. kaya naiisip ko,kung ganito kabigat ang nararamdaman ko, paano pa kaya ang lungkot na nararamdaman ng mga taong mlalapit sa kanya especially his family.. khit ngayon. i can't help but cry sa tuwing nkakabasa ng blogs na tungkol sa kanya. lalo na kpag nkakapanuod ng mga balita at tribute:'( kaya my deepest condolences po sa naiwan niyang family and closest friends. alam kong hindi po ganoon kdali kc kmi ngang mga fans na ni hindi siya nkasama ay ganito kaaffected, kau pa kayang close sknya? npakalungkot,npkatragic:( there's something about aj na tlgang minamahal ng lahat ng tao. and i admire him for that. iba ka tlga idol! rest in peace aj,you will always be in our hearts!we will never ever forget you T.T

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  89. RIP AJ, mama ogs,ganda ng blog mo as in...

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  90. hayy . ako po si Carmela Jo Lagaya,16, Lagi Tayong nagtatanong kay God ., Bakit si AJ pa ? Naalala ko, Bawal nga palang Questionin si God about everything. Pero nagawa ko pa din. Bakit hindi na lang ang naglilibot pa paniguradong kaluluwa ni AJ PEREZ ang tanungin natin ? "AJ, BAKIT IKAW PA ? " "AJ, mapagMahal kang tao, ayaw mo ng may nasasaktan, PLEASE HELP US TO MOVE ON".

    I'm just an ordinary Avid Fan of AJ.
    pero on the day of his Death, One BUTTERFLY
    was following me from Morning Until Afternoon.
    Nasa SM pa ko noon, nagtaka ako PAANO NAKAPASOK ANG BLACK BUTTERFLY SA SM ? hayy .. Then I suddenly remember AJ's Death. Sabi ko: "SANA SI AJ YUN . SANA LAHAT NG FAN NYA UNTIL HIS VERY LAST MOMENTS NAALALA NYA."

    hayyy .. AS A FAN ANG HIRAP MAG MOVE ON,
    PAANO PA KAYA ANG FAMILY,FRIENDS AND LOVE ONE NYA ?

    Well, all we can do is too ACCEPT THE FACT AJ WAS ALREADY GONE PHYSICALLY, BUT SPIRITUALLY AND MENTALLY, HE'S ALWAYS ALL AROUND WITH US LIKE HE ALWAYS DO WHEN HE'S STILL ALIVE ..

    WE LOVE YOU AJ .

    FROM: @iamceijzz (twitterAccount)

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  91. kuya ogss..tama ka kailangan na nating mag move on kahit sobrang sakit..to tell you honestly kuya ogss may nagawang napakabuti sa akin si AJ...sya lang po ang tumulong sa akin nung naholdap ako dyan sa manila last 2009...salamat AJ sa tulong mo sa akin..wag kang mag-alala dadating ako sa wake mo dyan sa sunday,monday at tuesday..kahit taga cebu ako AJ pupuntahan kita pra lang masabi sayong SALAMAT at may isang mabuting taung nakilala ko :D..paalam AJ ..you're gone but surely will not be forgotten :D.. by the way si itsmeshunizi pala to ng twitter

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  92. so sad... napaluha ako habang binabasa ko ito.. muli na naman bumalik ung lungkot... pero tama po kayo sir Ogie... we have to move on and accept the sad reality... AJ will be forever in our hearts...

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  93. Hindi ko parin tanggap :(
    Crush ko si Aj since nagsisimula pa lang sya sa showbiz and when i left the Philippines, hindi ko na sya masyadong nakita on tv. huli ko nlang balita sa kanya is ung nangyari ngang aksidente. haaay. how i wish npanood ko lahat ng performance nya nung nabubuhay pa siya. :( i will miss you Aj.

    LET ME SHARE THIS.
    yesterday night after i prayed, i call for Aj's name and i told him na sana mapanaginipan ko sya. this morning, while eating my breakfast, bigla ko naalala may npanaginipan nga pala ako. it wasn't Aj but the scene was somehow the same as the accident happened to him. yung napaniginaipan ko, the man sat on a chair na nkasandal sa pader tapos nauntog sya, he was like mamamatay na hindi. tapos may isang lalaki na hinila ung paa nya para ihiga sa sahig. nung pag-hila nya, nabagok ung ulo sa sahig nung Man tapos un ung ikinamatay nya. Just like what happened kay Aj na nagtamo ng multiple head injury pero hindi un ung ikinamatay nya kundi ung ribs nya na tumusok sa heart. tapos in my dream pa, may lalaking dumampot dun sa lalaki na nagaagaw buhay, a deep breath then namatay din agad. The same dun sa kwento ni Daddy Gerry.

    i dont know. siguro ini-rerelate ko lang yung dream ko sa nangyari kay Aj. but it felt like Aj granted my wish na sana mapanaginipan ko sya. i love you Aj.

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  94. same here kuya ogie' di ko alm kng bket gnito nraramdaman ko cmula nng nwala c AJ' although hndi ko cia close di ko pa din mpigilan itanng ng paulit ulit kng bket gnun kabilis?? mnsan di pa nga ko mkatulog kakaicp dun.. msyadong mahirap para tanggapin lahat ng nngyare.. pero sa tuwing naiicp ko ung aksidente nliliwanagan ako na cguro nga oras nia na.. khit gustuhin man nteng mabuhay cia o hilingin na sana iba na lng.. wala na din nman tayong mggwa my mgandang plano pa c lord para sa knya.. sana na nga makamove on na tayong lahat para maging msaya na c AJ kung nsan man cia.. WE WILL LOVE AND MISS YOU FOREVER AJ' GOD WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU' ;(

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  95. ...hayst..

    ..REST IN PEACE kua AJ..

    ..mamimiss ka namen ng sobra..

    ..u are our angel... :(

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  96. Ngayon lang ako naging fan nang wala na siya. :(  I'm usually busy at work kaya hindi ko masyadong kilala yung mga teen stars ng local showbiz. When I heard about the news, I googled his name and later, knowing him more started to unfold. Looked back, watched youtube videos, read his tweets and learned that AJ Perez was not just another "wanna be actor" as Jose Javier Reyes would qoute it in his blog. Behind the spotlight he remained as normal as he can be. Napaka down to earth talaga. Kaya ako nanghihinayang kasi I should have known and appreciated this young man's modesty long before. Pero ikanga nila we can never bring back time. Now I can only relive his wonderful life by doing the examples he once showed everyone of us! Good job AJ! We'll definety miss you!!!

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  97. hindi ko po naiintindihan kung bakit maraming nag rereact na over acting po ang mga fans ni AJ at ang habol lang po ng LAHAT ng mga fans ni AJ ay ang kanyang kagwapuhan. eh sa akin lang po hindi kasi nila alam kung paano minahal ni AJ ang kanyang mga fans at kahit ang mga hindi pa siya nakikita sa personal ay nararamdaman din ang pagmamahal niya sa kanyang fans

    to kuya AJ, i will miss you po :(
    sana nga hindi nalang ikaw, sisikapin ko'ng tanggapin. :(

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  98. The feeling is mutual. hayy.. even though hindi ko siya kilala personally, naiiyak pa din ako tuwing nakikita ung pictures/videos niya :(

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  99. sir ogie makak touch nhaman 2 isipin nlang nhatin nha tapoz na mag taping ng pelikula ng buhay nya z aj at pack up nha zia ngaun ay nasa mahabang bakasyun sia at nag papahinga nha

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  100. This is the second time i cried over someone na artista who passed away. Una si Rico Yan.
    I don't actually know AJ PEREZ personally. Fan lang din ako tulad ng iba. Ang alam ko lang sa kanya, mabait, sweet and mapagmahal na tao. Pero seeing and knowing these people who cry and mourn over AJ, isa syang anghel.
    One word to described all of these-UNBELIEVABLE.
    Bata pa siya. Madami pa siyang pwedeng gawin.Sayang siya. Those are the thoughts na aminin man natin o hindi ay naiisip natin sa tuwing may ganitong pangyayari.
    Pero si God lang naman nakakaalam ee. Blessed yung mga tao na nakilala siya, nakasama, na minahal niya. Kasi kahit sa maikling panahon ni AJ sa mundo, naranasan nila lahat ng yung kasama siya. Marami ang umiyak. Nagulat. Di makapaniwala. Pero for sure kung nasaan man si AJ ngayon, ayaw niya na maging dahilan ng kalungkutan ng mga taong nagmamahal sa kanyan at mahal niya. Ayaw niya yung mga umiiyak. Siguro yun yung dahilan kung bakit hanggang ngayon, di siya nagpapakita sa panaginip. Kasi nga sabi nila pag nagpapakita or nagpaparamdam, may gusto pang sabihin sa huling pagkakataon.
    Siguro kaya walang ganun si AJ kasi gusto niya ipahiwatig na he's at peace na. Na kasama na niya si GOd at masaya na siya.
    AJ will always be AJ sa mga taong mahal niya at nagmamahal sa kanya. He will always be the man who captures every girls heart whenever he smiles. He will always be remembered as someone to everybody. REST IN PEACE AJ ! MAHAL KA NAMIN.

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  101. sobrang k2lungkot until now still wishing n panaginip lng lhat. una kong nlman di ako mkpniwal a at di ako mk2log keep on wishing n di to2o. i loved his tandem with Lauren at umaasa ko gaya ng iba n mgkblikan ung tandem nila pero impossible n mngyari. khit s work lgi kong naiisip at nk2pnghina tlga. ngaun lng ako nlungkot ng gni2, until now naiiyak prin ako. salamat s lahat ng mga mg2ndng alaala n iniwan mo at hbng buhay nming aalagaan iyon at p2loy kng mbu2hay s aming mga puso at alaala. salamat din s iyong pamilya s pgbhagi nila kay AJ, u did raised him well! AJ you`ll be truly missed but not forgotten. love you! sna 2lungan mo kmi n mtanggap ang nangyari. S Perez family, be strong & God bless! Thanks again to you AJ!

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  102. nakakatouch nama poh ! ramdam ko na sobrang napakalapit nyo kay aj kami nga po napapanuod lang sya sobrang sakit kau pa na nakakasama sya at pamilya nya siguro double ang sakit ! aj we will miss a lot we love u ! your always in our heart !

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  103. naiyak ako.. :(
    mami2ss tlga nmn c AJ :'(

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  104. nakakaiyak tlgah :'(......pero temporary goodbye lng nmn toh kc...all of us will die when the right times comes,not only aj also me,you and they will die when we accomplished our own missions in life!!! alam ko masaya na cia ngaun kasama c god...u will always be in our hearts... and u will be missed aj... see yah!!!

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  105. I just watched AJ's dad's interview on the Buzz awhile ago and I feel so sad for him. Mas nalungkot ako sa mga nawalan especially his dad. Sobrang grief ang na-feel ko for him. Also, when they played a vtr in slow mo, they featured AJ with angel's wings. And then he smiled. Lalong nakakalungkot.

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  106. nice ho. kahit ako grabe ang nefifeel kahit di naman kami close. Fan lang naman ako ni AJ pero ang sakit. Iniisip ko na nga lang na emergency hiring ng angels ngayon. kaya kailangan nang andun na si AJ. I know he's in His good hands. grabe. napanood ko yung sa the buzz kanina. lalo akong naiyak lalo na nung sinabi ng papa ni AJ na nagsuffer talaga si AJ. grabe. akala ko kasi peaceful ang death niya. Aj's memories will forever be in my heart. I ♥ you Antonello Joseph "AJ" Sarte Perez! We'll surely miss your sweet smile. :|

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  107. ang lungkot talaga, mama ogs. i don't know him personally. pero regular customer siya namin dati sa isang coffeeshop sa may white plains. napaka-humble at mahiyain. nakapambahay lang pag dumadating at hindi pa-vip. minsan niloloko pa namin siya. haaaay. kaya siguro sad din ako, dahil nga nakikita ko siya noon lage. kahit base lang dun sa mga observations ko, i think na he's a good person. paano pa kaya ang mga taong talagang malalapit sa kanya.

    in time, matatanggap din ng mga taong nagmamahal sa kanya.

    -ca_ptjack

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  108. I wake up everday since the 17th with a heavy heart. Actually it gets heavier by the day. I go online only to check posts related to AJ's death. Tribute, pictures, updates, everything. Went to CTK to catch a glimpse of AJ. It was so painful.

    Kaya nakarelate ako sobra dito:

    "Lalo akong nalulungkot pag nababasa ko 'yung mga tweets, messages sa facebook at sa mga diyaryo na kahit hindi nila kaanu-ano si AJ, nagtataka sila kumba't ang lungkot nila, umiiyak sila at hindi pa rin sila maka-get over."

    Kasi isa ako sa mga iyan. You are not alone Ogie! I might have not known AJ personally, but his was a heart so genuine and so true and tama na yun para malungkot, umiyak, at mangulila ang isang taong tulad ko na di man pinalad na maging kaibigan si AJ eh patuloy naman na naiinspire sa naging buhay nya!

    Di ko pa tanggap ngayon, pero in God's time I'm sure I will.

    And thank you for this very comforting article. Marami tayong nagdadalamhati, and together, through AJ’s help, magiging okay din tayo.

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  109. paalam AJ..sana nasa masaya at mabuti kna ngayOn katabi ni gOD..we will always pRay for your sOUL..
    to AJ's Family:cOndolence po.,ngdadasal kami for AJ's souL..
    ang sakit sa dibdib,,22o ung mga cnasabi niLang kahit hnD kau cLose at personly mgkakila2..
    TNX KUYA OGIE for sharing this to us..
    ..tulong2 taung mag-alay ng panalangin para kay AJ..gOdbless us all..frOm:hapi estipano-i'm using my friend's account-jeremy ebro

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  110. i just dont know why i am so affected of aj's death,really.. it's been a week but i still remember everything about his death until now.it's weird!

    saw daddy gerrys interview yesterday on the buzz and believe it or not i was crying while watching it. hope i have dad like his dad,
    brother like gello and mom like his mom.

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  111. I didn't finish reading this post, my heart is breaking. Such a tragic and early death. Lets just pray for his family and loved ones. Napaka hirap kapag after the burial, because everything will go back to normal except that they will no longer see and be with AJ. :( REST IN PEACE CUTIE. Will miss your sweet smile :(

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  112. shynk_17
    masakit tlgah pra sken khit isang fans nia lng aq....! pero khit ano png gawin ko hnd q na maiba2lik pa ang buhay nia! sorrows that we experience today was just temporary hnd yan forever goodbye cause someday all of us will meet him in person again when the time comes...
    at ngayon iniisip ko nlng na masaya na cia with god cause there! theirs no more pain,problems,wounds,tears and sorrows to experience cause you are already with gods side.....
    see yah......!

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  113. tama ka ogs kahit di namin kilala si AJ ng personal pero nakakalungkot. di ko nga napanood ang mga tv shows nya pero di ko alam kung bakit umiyak talaga ako nong malaman ko ang nangyari. di ko nga pinanood ang the buzz right after he died kasi di ko kaya panoorin. hindi dahil sa gwapo sya kaya natin sinasabi na "sayang" may something sa kanya seguro ang kanyang kabaitan makikita mo sa mukha nya. sinasabi ko rin sa sarili ko na maswerte pa si AJ nasa langit na kaya di na tayo dapat malungkot pero pag may nakikita na naman akong balita tungkol sa kanya or picture nya, ayan iyak na naman. ansakit sa dibdib. i'm a parent kaya naaawa din ako sa parents nya. ogs pls. extend my condolences to his family.

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  114. Sa Sabel ko nakilala si AJ Perez as 'Dido' na character nya sa programa.Sabi ko noon, "may potential ang batang ito at mas sisikat pa to". Kaya noong mabasa ko sa yahoo ang news about AJ's death noong morning ng April 17, i was really shock and sad. Honestly nagulat ako sa naging reaksyon ko. Hindi naman ako fan at hindi ko din sya kilala personally. Pero ang laki ng impact sa akin ng pagkamatay ni AJ. Nanghinayang ako ng sobra. Napabata pa nya para mawala. Napakadami pang pangarap sa buhay ng ganoong eded, pero sino ba tayo para ikwestyon ang gusto ng Maykapal. Darating din siguro ang panahon na matatanggap ko ang nangyari sa tulong ni God.
    Iniisip ko nalang na sana gawing aral ito ng lahat, na maging maingat at gumawa ng tama sa lahat ng bagay upang maiwasan ang pagkasawi ng isang inosenteng tao na gaya ni AJ. At para sa mga kabataan, gawin sanang ihemplo si AJ at tularan ang mga magagandang katangian nya. Na hindi hadlang ang edad, na kahit bata kayang maging isang mabuting tao na minamahal ng madami.
    For me, AJ's memories will never be forgotten. We love you AJ and we will miss you...

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  115. I'm not a fan of AJ, pero nung gabi ng April 17 when I was at dinner with my family watching TV Patrol Weekend, dun ko lang nalaman ang nangyari sa kaniya. I don't know, but I was shocked as hell! Day after that, I started to follow him on twitter and read his past tweets, waited for news updates about him, etc. I was really affected by what had happened and everytime na naiisip ko ang nangyari naiiyak ako. After getting to know AJ through how he was described by his family, fans, and co-workers, nahiya ako sa sarili ko. Naisip ko na siya nga who just lived for 18 years and very young, has lived his life meaningfully, went all out to finish high school, and inspired a lot of people to be a better person. I am lucky, I'm one of them. I'm 23, a college grad and I feel na walang sense ang buhay ko at walang pinatutunguhan, his 18 and he has lived to the fullest. Ang pangit lang na his death had to be the reason for me to want to change every single bit of evil rushing through me. True, nakakapanghinayang na nawala na siya, tama rin si sir Ogie na sana iba na lang yung patapon ang buhay ang kinuha but I thought that it really is God's plan. Had AJ been alive, had he not perished in the accident, had April 17 at 12:10 am happenings been different, people like me would not have learn a valuable lesson. I do wish that things happened differently on that day but still I accept that God did that to teach us. God really works in mysterious way to have change the lives of many through the death of one good human being. I will pay my respect to AJ at Manila Memorial Park one day, it's the least I can do to thank him for his inspiration and being a good role model to someone older. It should be the other way around. What did I learn from AJ?, "life is too short and it's not ours too keep, give the very best we could in everything that we do and try to always set a good example in all we do, and most importantly, live your life for the benefit of others". Thank you God for teaching us another lesson through Your Son AJ, he is another valuable lesson I would treasure for the rest of my existence. I'm sorry to say this but his death may be the worst thing that happened to his loved ones and fans, but it's the best thing that ever happened to mine. And like AJ's dad said "don't forget AJ", I will never forget AJ, I owe him, I am a better person because of him.

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  116. http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ljxvuzjPhT1qzljr0o1_500.jpg :(( Someone’s interpretation of AJ’s last tweet..

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  117. Missing yOu so muCh Aj! (:
    Sana ikaw yUng AngeL kO,,,cgUro alam mO nman nA ikaw lng talaga yUng idOl kO. <3

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